1 00:00:06,45 --> 00:00:13,16 When did you last cry and why. Whole actually last week 2 00:00:13,50 --> 00:00:20,43 yeah you know it's strange because I didn't cry for years in 3 00:00:20,44 --> 00:00:27,18 years and. After I met my current fiance I think she 4 00:00:27,19 --> 00:00:27,70 opened up 5 00:00:27,71 --> 00:00:32,61 a whole new layer of my heart I really felt like she expanded my heart and really 6 00:00:32,62 --> 00:00:39,16 opened it up and you know last last week I was pretty emotional about something 7 00:00:39,17 --> 00:00:40,70 about my son and we're just having 8 00:00:40,71 --> 00:00:46,16 a conversation Betsy and I and next thing you know I got choked up and you know 9 00:00:46,17 --> 00:00:52,85 teared up zero is yeah it was pretty recent. Piece of music you have to hold 10 00:00:52,86 --> 00:00:58,23 everything you're doing and listen until it just kind of the relief is worth what 11 00:00:58,24 --> 00:01:01,59 piece of music can you put that is there 12 00:01:01,60 --> 00:01:04,54 a piece of music that you hear that just makes you stop everything you gotta listen 13 00:01:04,55 --> 00:01:09,40 to this. A couple get one it's 14 00:01:09,41 --> 00:01:16,31 a Tupac song called Dear Mama because my my mom not that I have the same story as 15 00:01:16,35 --> 00:01:23,10 as Tupac sick or but my mom never gave up on and she was 16 00:01:23,34 --> 00:01:29,96 always there for me see never Jed's to me she never. Condemned me she 17 00:01:29,97 --> 00:01:36,65 never looked down upon me in fact she held me afloat so many times through so many 18 00:01:36,66 --> 00:01:42,60 struggles I literally literally and figuratively in every sense of the word and the 19 00:01:42,61 --> 00:01:47,55 mean I wouldn't be here without her and I am forever grateful there's nothing I can 20 00:01:47,56 --> 00:01:54,19 do or say or purchased for her that could ever repay that. That song in 21 00:01:54,20 --> 00:02:00,64 particular. There's another song that. Again it's very deep to me 22 00:02:01,13 --> 00:02:07,87 I got to one of my darkest days and I was ready to not exist anymore I 23 00:02:07,88 --> 00:02:12,12 wanted to hit the reset button and there is 24 00:02:12,60 --> 00:02:19,19 a song called Don't close your eyes and it's an old old rock song and it just 25 00:02:19,20 --> 00:02:25,95 happened to come on the radio and how fitting and I look at I think in this you 26 00:02:25,96 --> 00:02:27,79 know this is if there was ever 27 00:02:27,80 --> 00:02:33,62 a sign this is and that was part of why I'm still here today. 28 00:02:35,42 --> 00:02:41,89 The current or last book you read. Ecology it 29 00:02:41,90 --> 00:02:48,28 was it's about conservation and how our season our environmental 30 00:02:48,29 --> 00:02:50,50 footprint and what we're doing as 31 00:02:50,51 --> 00:02:57,42 a society to really not change are our future you know it's just little 32 00:02:57,43 --> 00:03:02,78 things and I think. It's called Ecology ecology you call it was it was 33 00:03:02,79 --> 00:03:07,51 a I don't member. Please wait your talent as 34 00:03:07,52 --> 00:03:14,18 a dancer one to ten. It's probably. Ten being the 35 00:03:14,19 --> 00:03:18,16 highest Yeah yeah probably one. It's 36 00:03:18,17 --> 00:03:24,42 a problem because in my Betsy my fiance is an absolute lover of dance 37 00:03:24,46 --> 00:03:30,58 and so she told me I better stop it. And I will and I have until June two thousand 38 00:03:30,59 --> 00:03:35,36 and seventeen to do this whole wedding dance routine here to get our man who's 39 00:03:35,37 --> 00:03:41,81 going to. Get there I'm sure which of these would you most like to have to be or to 40 00:03:41,82 --> 00:03:48,81 have been there's these four possibilities here Fred Flintstone. Topcat I'm not 41 00:03:48,82 --> 00:03:54,29 sure if that's an American curse you know quietly in Tony Banbury. Or Captain Kirk 42 00:03:54,29 --> 00:04:00,98 . Yes. You know. Maybe Fred 43 00:04:01,21 --> 00:04:06,90 really it's because it's so simple but. You know I'd probably assume Captain Kirk 44 00:04:06,91 --> 00:04:12,92 is OK now I would never stand trapped and I mean so much pressure on him every 45 00:04:12,93 --> 00:04:18,36 single day we need space and. Not that I know what it feels like to live with 46 00:04:18,37 --> 00:04:20,82 dinosaurs or anything but you know just having 47 00:04:20,83 --> 00:04:25,19 a simple life and that's something that I appreciate about children when they're 48 00:04:25,20 --> 00:04:32,16 born into this world to have such simplicity about and it's great to be here I 49 00:04:32,34 --> 00:04:36,91 mean. You know I think it'd be nice to be friends with a bit of 50 00:04:36,92 --> 00:04:43,74 a new man yeah really if you put it on that's pretty distinct. Alright.