in the fall of 1999, i moved from a small town in the American midwest to boston. i was an 18 year old freshmen and wanted nothing more than to go to live shows. at freshmen orientation i met a kid who was wearing an obscure band’s t-shirt. i had on a different obscure band’s t-shirt. we immediately hit it off and made plans to go to the middle east on september 9th to check out this instrumental band from canada we had each heard so much about (but never actually listened to). napster was a thing, but streaming wasn’t there yet.
the middle east was the place for bands like this. it had two spaces: downstairs for relatively bigger acts (capacity 575 people); upstairs for relatively smaller acts (capacity 194 people). this show was upstairs, sold out, and really felt like 200 people packed together in the dark. when gy!be went on there was a surge towards the stage. at 37 seconds into “3rd part” you can hear me say to my friend, “we could move over there… it’s your call…” at 40 seconds he says “naahhh” [over there was behind a metal pole. great joke! I was 18 years old!]
for the next hour and a half i was there. we all were. at
8:03 there’s a wild scream. i remember turning to smile. @datakid nailed it. the whole night there truly was a sense of urgency. it was like gy!be were telling us something we had to know. had to experience. had to feel deep within ourselves at the molecular level. even the sound waves that night had a spiritual agency. as soon as the show ended i turned to this guy behind me who i noticed was recording and said, “i need a copy of tonight’s show.” i scribbled my address on my ticket and handed him my money. (and I left it at that.) months later i got this recording on a cd in the mail, which has long since been lost. this was the recording. it’s a god damn time machine. an artifact of my youth preserved as 1s and 0s.
there are only a handful of truly special moments we get in this life. this was one of mine: captured here for posterity. 9.9.99 forever!